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When people only busy with their own life. Why do you busy thinking of them ?. Sometimes I think they doesn't even really care. Or if they cared about you, they only need you for some reason, what if someday you become weak, sick, can't work and do something for them ?. They shall throw you out of the earth. To the world named trash bin.
Why am I became so negative ?
I have no idea. Sometimes I become a very positive thinker and a negative thinker. I often hate and love something at the same time.
It's been happens multiple times. There's so many 'self-talk' and 'question-anwered' blown out on my mind and I can't help it.
Sometime I became very posessive, rude and selfish and stubborn in the same way. And could be very sensitive, fragile, polite, and sincere in many different ways. I don't know if anybody's out there feel the same way.
They said there's nothing in this world can't be fixed. But, this world gave me so many unanswered quetions and untouchable secrets.
I don't know for sure, but I think right now I need an escape.
Sometimes it’s better to be far. Than to be too close. Too close will kill you. Space will give you a breath. Space will teach you how to miss someone, and how to learn its meaning.