Saturday, October 31, 2015

Second reason why I love traffic.

For the second time I love traffic. Wait, have I told you when is the first time ?. The first time I love traffic is whenever my events held, and there's a lot of cars are queuing on our event's gate.

At this time I'd really love traffic is because it could kills my sadness. I'm madly feel like I'm drowning in a deep deep deep sadness. My aunt got lungs cancer and how it made her suffering was really kills me. She couldn't even eat. She's more like a child. The way she speak, the way she call my name. The way she drink. It was freaking me out. Freaking my family out.

Sadly, nobody's really there when I need someone to hold. 
What should I do then ?, crying on the front porch ?, crying when I drive home ?, crying when I eat ?. I did. I got my eyes was big and when people stared at me, maybe they think I just broke up with my boyfriend. Or I just lose my phone. Or I just lose both at the same time. But no, I just sad because of my aunt's illness.

So here I am. In the middle of Cibubur's traffic. Have no idea what to do. Don't know how to go. 23 yo manless, aimless girl (like Ika Natassa's said). Trying to entertain herself.

Macet kali ini setidaknya membuat saya merasa tidak sendirian, tidak peduli cowok dan cewek di depan saya naik motornya sempit-sempitan banget padahal jok belakangnya masih luas. The point is, I'm not alone. Even I am.

Wednesday, October 28, 2015

Good thing + Good Thing = Good Mood

Setelah adegan sujud syukur karena setelah 3 bulan akhirnya gue bisa ambil deposito.. It was another surprising moment di kantor : Maris wearing Hijab !! Alhamdulillah Woohoo !!. I'm so happy, then.

Finally.. There would be no bad hair day anymore, Marko. Enggak ada lagi kalimat : 'Rambut gue diapain ya ? Lagi jelek banget nih'

'Rambut gue tuh kenapa sih lagi nggak banget..!'

'Rambut gue tuh kenapa sih keliatannya kering banget !'

'Rambut gue tuh kenapa sih namanya rambut !'

I wish it would be a good beginning to lead you on a better path. Go on, Marko !!

:)

Monday, October 19, 2015

Ten Years and Broke Up.

When I was a little girl, I thought there’s a lot of -doesn’t makes any sense- things in life. As I grew older, and mature enough to think that teletubbies weren’t exist in the real life, then I realize that everything is possible. At least, in this case.

Let me tell you this story. It’s about my friend named D. We’ve been friends for almost 17 years and I can convince you that I know her every tiny secrets.

She and her boyfriend were having a good relationship for ten years since we (me and D) still in Junior high school (maybe about 2nd or 3rd grade). D loves him. He loves D. And everythings was going imperfectly perfect.

Year by year’s gone and we grew up as a young lady. And D’s boyfriend (he also grown up :p )as a mature man. And the things started going complicated.
3 months before their marriage. They’d broke up. Did it surprises me ?. Of course I did.
‘how come?’ was the first sentence I threw to her. It was very unbelieveable. They’ve been built their relationship for almost ten years and it’s done with ‘that kind’ of ending ?. I thought that kind of relationship will ends at the wedding party.

But it just happened.

D said that family is their main problem. Her boyfriend’s family weren’t welcome enough to her. There’s so many fights before they deal with the worse scenario of their ‘ages’ relationship. BROKE UP.

Then it taught me one thing that no matter how far,  how mature  your relationship are, the worse scenario will always be the most possible thing. It was a fight nobody’s won.


Wednesday, October 14, 2015

Olivia Ong - You and Me




Taking a trip down the memory lane
Things have changed, one thing remains
That they will always have each other

And even though those days have gone
They know here is where they belong
There's some kinda magic in the air

Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1, 2, 3, 4, cheek to cheek

And they're learning how to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this to be true for you and me

Holding her close, he leading the way
Out at the park, enjoying the day
And you can tell they'll be okay

Feel the warmth
That only summer breezes can bring
Sweet little notes of spring begin
Nothing to fear

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1, 2, 3, 4, cheek to cheek

And they're learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this to be true for you and me

Taking one step at a time
Walking hand in hand
1, 2, 3, 4, cheek to cheek

And they're learning How to do that dance
Let this love be forever more they say
I wish for this to be true for you and me

To be true for you and me
To be true for you and me
You and me, you and me