Saturday, January 30, 2016

Passion ?

Apakah setiap manusia akan tiba disuatu titik dimana mimpi dan passion-nya selama ini kembali menjadi abu-abu ?

Ingatkah kamu? Sewaktu kamu masih anak-anak, mimpi terasa sangat dekat, pula sangat jauh. Tapi memilikinya membuat kamu memiliki semangat untuk tumbuh besar. Seperti kata ayah.

Ingatkah kamu? Ketika seragammu masih putih biru, mimpi-mimpi semakin seru. Hingga menggenggamnya dihati membuatmu merasa perlu untuk segera dewasa.

Dan masih ingatkah kamu.. Saat baju putih abu terasa sangat gagah terlihat di cermin sekolah, dengan congkaknya kita ingin kalahkan dunia.

Lalu dimana kamu sekarang?.
Ketika mimpi terasa sudah tak lagi berkawan. Bahkan mendengar namanya saja terasa enggan.

Aya. Nyaris 24 tahun. Kembali mempertanyakan arti mimpi dan passion.

Monday, January 25, 2016

SadBooster : 7 lagu sedih yang sedihnya sedih banget.

Banyak orang bilang ‘Kalo lagi sedih, jangan dengerin lagu sedih juga, nanti nambah baper..’. Entah kenapa gue kurang setuju sama statement tersebut, menurut gue.. as a Human, we should be honest to ourselves first, we have to embrace all feelings that comes to us, and .. conciously try to make it better.

And these songs, I think they’ve been written over the broken-hearts..
Cause some parts of the lyrics are very heart-breaking..

1.  Only reminds me of you – MYMP

     Lagu paling pas buat yang susaaah banget move on dari mantan.

     ‘I see you beside me
     It’s only a dream,
     A vision of what used to be
     The laughter
     The sorrow
     Pictures in time
     Fading to memories..’
                       
2.   Set you free – MYMP

     ‘So how are we to know
     That it just isn’t so
     That we just have to let each other go..’

3.   Talking to the moon – Bruno Mars

      ‘Still trying to get to you
       I hopes you’re in the other side talking to me too
       Or am I a fool who sits alone talking to the moon’

       Duh kak.. lagu yang ini mah udah dah ah.. :(

4.    Demi Lovato – Nightingale

       ‘somebody speak to me
       Cause I’m feeling like hell
       Need you to answer me
       I’m overwhelmed’

5.    Adele – Don’t you remember

      ‘When was the last time you thought of me ?
      Or have you completely erased me from your memory ?

6.    Stay – Miley Cyrus

      ‘I’m lost here in this moment and time
      Keeps slipping by
      And if I could have just one wish
      I’d have you by my side’

7.   Fix you – Coldplay

      ‘Tears stream down your face
      When you lose something you cannot replace’

My number #1 fav song !

Just remember one thing, buddy..
Nothing last forever, so does your sadness :)

Tuesday, January 19, 2016

Think less. Feel more.

As I grew older, I realize that feeling happy isn't enough. Because beyond that, feeling complete & content is the best feeling ever.

I surrounded by many people who loves me a lot with their own way. I have a lot of dreams to catch. I have many things to share even I don't have everything.

It took a looong time for me to realize this. That being happy isn't about how much things you have or receive, but how much you share.

I have the best life and I feel so blessed. I wish this feeling will last forever.

Grow Up and Being Mature.

I never thought that people my age was an adult. Being adult means we have a bigger responsibility, a bigger effort to catch our dreams. And less things to mind. 


Thursday, January 14, 2016

Sometimes.

Sometimes there's no second chance. Sometimes there's no tomorrow. Sometimes it's just now or never.

Feel sooo weary :(

Sometimes I want to shut down the world. So I can make any noise without bothering them. It's too confusing to handle. Feel so weary :(

Saturday, January 9, 2016

Final Story

Ini bukan lagi tentang siapa yang salah dan siapa yang benar, ini tentang bagaimana cara Tuhan menunjukkan jalan terbaik-Nya. Bukan hanya untuk kamu, tapi untuk orang-orang disekeliling kamu. Nobody's perfect dude, begitu juga kamu. Setelah merasa lelah menyalahkan diri, berdamailah dengan diri sendiri. Bangkit dan melangkahlah. Saat ini, tugas kamu adalah meminta maaf dan memaafkan, dengan setulus-tulusnya. Bersyukurlah karena hal ini akan menjadi pelajaran penting bagi hidupmu.

Jika memang setelah berusaha dan berdoa hingga kamu merasa sudah maksimal, dan jawabannya adalah untuk tetap pergi, meskipun teramat berat, percayalah.. It's HIS BEST answer. As simple and as complicated as that. Insya Allah.

#MidnightSelfTalk