How many beautiful songs written over the hearbreaks? how many great movies made based-on hearbreaking true stories? how many people being stronger and famous after million heartbreaks?. Well I have no great stories to be adapted to a movie, or even a book. It’s just you who makes me can write again. It’s you who can make me keep checking my phone on my busiest schedule. It’s you who keeping me up all night and still have much energy to talk and laugh and spend the rest of my day smiling.
It's funny how I automatically smile when I talk to you. How I procrastinate many things only to have time to keep texting you. How I feel so much endorphin in my blood. And how I can feel love once more.
People said by trusting, we open our hearts once more to the possibility of being hurt. And shit happens when I give all my trust to you. It’s not only me. There’s somebody else. You come into my life and brighten my days. You're filling up the empty room, and even fill the room that I realize were never there before. Then for some reason it's all fading away. And I have to face the truth that those beautiful days are gone. I never thought I would fall for for you before and now I regret it. I supposed to be a mean person you’ve known before. And I supposed to not open that door. Ever.